我不是好女友

渐渐发现自己不是个好女友！我好烦恼阿！！！！

genting trip

baby n baobei


2nd time go genting with him


hock lee n hui teng goin to genting again..yeah,2nd time v goin to genting.sweet memories v hving.this time 6 person goin to genting leh...
AMAZING TRIp(20 sept-21sept2009)
coz i m enjoying when he is bsd me.without pressure and can hug him when i need.can kis him when i need..dam sweet...
1st day goin to genting feel freaking cold,very happy when baby call me say he is reach genting,i run to find him n kis him when i see him..sweet again..
actually i jz sleep 2hours only bfr i go to genting.so i quite tired whole day la.but when he is bsd me i feel full with energy..thks him a lot...
v din hv go to theme park there.coz dam bored lo...so v choose to shopping in 1st world hotel there...yeah...v happen many 1st time...
1st time watch movie with him in genting.----final destination
1st time drink starbucks coffee with him-----dark mocha...
memorable..tis is our sweet memories...
v also happen some sadness event..tat is v loss money when gamble...omg.....dam sad..
but nvm la..v wouldn't stupid anymore..
our sweet memories is increasing day by day...i appreciate it so much...
baby...thks u giving what u can give me..thks u owaz giving what is the best.....
mucxxxx....

我的生日

他给我的吻！


我给他的吻！！！


哈哈！他给我生日卡啦！我好开心啊！也很感动阿！
今年是他第二次和我过生日阿！谢谢他为我按排所有的节目，虽然是没有什么惊喜，可是有心就好啦！毕竟我真的很感动阿！
我们去那里！？就是去jogoya啦！一个我想去好久的地方！谢谢他！终于我吃了啦！可是不好吃的，大失所望阿！不会再去了！浪费钱的！哈哈！不过还是很开心啦！毕竟他和我也是第一次去阿！我们还发生好好笑的事啦!笑死我啦！这是我们的回忆！想起是好甜啊！
今年我的生日过得比较忙啊！以前是有shen jai的姐妹和男友庆祝的，而今年就多了一班好搞笑可是又可爱的sunway朋友阿！
要谢谢-wenny,amy,emily,michelle,ah boy and wai loon..谢谢你们庆祝我的生日，让你们破费阿！
最后要特别感谢我的好男人啊--LEE HOCK LEE。谢谢他出钱出力地庆祝我的22TH岁生日。。



我爱你们啊！！！！

happy birthday to amy

happy birthday to amy...

一个人

我一个人在他的房里。这不是第一次一个人在房里啦。我已经习惯了。在房里坐到他放工咯，然后我们就出去吃我们的晚餐。其实在生日的时候需要收到生日卡吗？昨晚我告诉他我真的想收到他给我的生日卡，可是他告诉我原来有那么多东西的阿？其实我情愿不要去吃贵贵的食物，我要收生日卡。去年他是有送给我的，今年我当然也希望收到拉。可是。。。其实他是很少送卡给我的，所以特别珍贵。不过没关系啦。至少他还在我身边就好了啦！我知道我不能要求那么多啦！！！算了！！！

special day+17mths

clubbing with him


he is bsd me when i mis him..


2day is special day090909 lo..unfortunately smth sadness was happen on me..but it was settle,i wish tis event wont happen on me anymore..if not i will give up...
hehe...tmr hocklee n me gether 17mths lo..wow..such a long journey...but v still hving a same hobby---argue..dunno y when the our anniversary is nearer v sure argue til crazy..haiz..
but when v meet each other may sweet sweet n stick gether...
i oso dunno y la..but i shld happy tat coz he is loving me deeply n accept wat my bad attitude..i appreciate n wont hurt him anymore..
tmr i will goin to kl find him lo..yeah..celebrate our anniversary n my 22th birthday lo..hehe..
he treat me eat JOGOYA...dam expensive la..heart pain til cry leh...but thks him coz he willing to plan everything to me...when his birthday is cuming i oso hv to plan a romantic birthday to him..wish i hv a chance celebrate birthday with him at next year la...
hehe....baby..i love u so much.............wish v wont argue anymore...jz be a sweet sweet couple.....

我做错了。

这一次我做错了一件令我好后悔的事，我不能接受我自己，这件事对我的打击真的很大。我讨厌自己，讨厌自己不会想，讨厌自己。。。我不懂要怎样去面对他，也不懂要怎样接受这个事实，我选择去逃避，我知道没用，可是我真的不知用什么方法才停止不去想，我好茫然。我好糊涂，我好苯，真的笨到无药可救了