我的世界

终于有时间写写我的Blog了！好忙啊！忙着去申请工作，原来这一该才知道找工是好难的！

我想说的是---我的世界！！

最近因为找工的关系让我感觉到我好像快要离开家里了，我不舍得我的家人阿！原来我是很依赖他们的,有点难过他们要两个老人家看店，对不起，我是时候长大了！

说完我的夫母，说说我的男人吧！在一起已经要两年啦，已经是要在一起生活了，真的有点期待的！真的！他疼我疼到真的好疼，我真的感觉到！谢谢他！

我好想就是一直保持原状，现在的甜，我真的好享受，相信他也会一样的！！
我们要一起过我们第二次christmas&new year,好开心啊！哈哈！
第二次帮他庆祝生日了，礼物都已经想好咯！可是还没买啦，这个月已经要买咯！开心！

20th months

hock lee n me gether 20mths lo...is 1years n 8mths lo...today i m hving an exam..i tot monthly anniversary wil bring me some exam luck ge!!but it's not...haiz..quite sad la...i wil fail f9 ah..i hv to accept the fact la..

anywer,i must say"HAPPY MONTHLY ANNIVERSARY"to my dear-LEE HOCK LEE

thanks for ur support when i m studying n facing exam..ur support is important to me..i love hear ur voice n hear ur support everyday..thks dear

smth which is very important i muz say say ah...tat is--HOCK LEE N HUI TENG DIDN'T ARGUE FOR 1MTHS JO..hahha.....tis is the most important news la...hope v can anti-argue la...

after exam i may hv to leave my sweet home in ipoh n move to another sweet room in kl la..tat is---HOCK LEE'S ROOM..hahha.....sweet home??coz when i move to the hse thn i may can sweet n stick with HOCK LEE everyday jo..tat time may is sweet sweet room lo...

by the way....HAPPY MONTHLY ANNIVERSARY YA....hv to buy a card tim...exam til no time to buy it jo...soli dear....

i love u ahhh

19th months

yeah..hock lee n me gether 19 mths ady...happy monthly anniversary to him n me...

recently v r less argue ady..tis is a good news for him n me.at least he n me r love each other much in this 19 mths...this mth i hv prepare to my exam.this exam is very important to me..coz after this exam i may goin to kl find a job la..yeah...finally can stay with him ady..i m waiting this time long long time....

happy gether 19mths..i love lee hock lee dam much...hope v can gether ever...

november

this november is quite important to me,because my exam is cuming...haizzz..such a sad news to all acca student.....
i promise myself must fully utilise tis mth...i try best in my exam,if i fail thn oso wont regret mah(TOUCH WOOD)
hahah............hock lee n me gether almost 19 mths ady lo...1 yrs n 7 mths...i appreciate the time that v gether n sayang each other dam much....i love him so much...he become my part of life ady.
i m waiting tis cuming 10th of nov....even i din go to kl n he is not bsd me...but i think wil goin to kl in end of this mth...hehe....hope i can study all my book n can pass ba....
hock lee.......tis day is cuming la...v waiting for it together la..mucx

sunday mood

last nite i din't join any party for halloween.recently i m staying in home...for what?is for prepare my exam in tis cuming december...feel dam stress when study everyday...luckily he is bsd me..let me feel his fully support..actually my student life wil be end soon...i wil stop study after acca part2 n planning goin to kl find a good job n staying in kl...even my family in ipoh,but i wish go to kl there.......i dunno whether can get a good n high salary job in kl,but i hv to try...if dint try,i would never noe to the result....
recently v r less argue ady,tis is a good result..v r stil staying sweet n loving each other much much..even v dunno how far v can gether,but at least v r appreciate each other much much....actually i think if i change to more better thn v may less argue....from last experience,i m the person who owaz create a problem cum out n cause v argue...stupid...
haiz...but i think now i hv to concentrate to my exam 1st...coz it is dam dam important to me..........related to my future n our future,so i hv to add oil..............

长大

我是时候长大了，是时候想想自己的态度，自己所做的东西是否对还是错了。要幸福就要改变，我不能只是要求人家去改变而我就只是保持原有的态度，不是第一个人说我的态度有问题啊！为什么就不要去接受呢？为什么明知道是错的，可是还要去做啊！是不是应该检讨自己啦！有些事不能一错再错，机会不是常常有，也不是理所当然他一定要给我，给了很多次也不会去珍惜那真的是自己问题了！有反省了！告诉自己他就是你要的人阿！不能放弃阿！！！！

18个月

我们在一起又满了一个月，这个月我们算是过的最不开心，而且还闹了几次分手阿！现在我们已经很努力地在补救我们的感情了！其实我真不明白，明明大家是很爱对方的，可是为什么就是意见不合阿！我的脾气？我不知道！好几次他要放弃我了，到最后我们还是在一起，证明他是爱我的！我真的好想我们的感情能好像以前一样的！其实我也很爱他的，虽然我在怀疑自己有多爱他，可是事实证明我真的不能没有他啊！有什么事发生就让它过去吧！！我不能再像以前那样，我已经长大，要懂得什么应该做，什么不应该做了！我要和他一起生活！！！我爱他啊！！

我不是好女友

渐渐发现自己不是个好女友！我好烦恼阿！！！！

genting trip

baby n baobei


2nd time go genting with him


hock lee n hui teng goin to genting again..yeah,2nd time v goin to genting.sweet memories v hving.this time 6 person goin to genting leh...
AMAZING TRIp(20 sept-21sept2009)
coz i m enjoying when he is bsd me.without pressure and can hug him when i need.can kis him when i need..dam sweet...
1st day goin to genting feel freaking cold,very happy when baby call me say he is reach genting,i run to find him n kis him when i see him..sweet again..
actually i jz sleep 2hours only bfr i go to genting.so i quite tired whole day la.but when he is bsd me i feel full with energy..thks him a lot...
v din hv go to theme park there.coz dam bored lo...so v choose to shopping in 1st world hotel there...yeah...v happen many 1st time...
1st time watch movie with him in genting.----final destination
1st time drink starbucks coffee with him-----dark mocha...
memorable..tis is our sweet memories...
v also happen some sadness event..tat is v loss money when gamble...omg.....dam sad..
but nvm la..v wouldn't stupid anymore..
our sweet memories is increasing day by day...i appreciate it so much...
baby...thks u giving what u can give me..thks u owaz giving what is the best.....
mucxxxx....

我的生日

他给我的吻！


我给他的吻！！！


哈哈！他给我生日卡啦！我好开心啊！也很感动阿！
今年是他第二次和我过生日阿！谢谢他为我按排所有的节目，虽然是没有什么惊喜，可是有心就好啦！毕竟我真的很感动阿！
我们去那里！？就是去jogoya啦！一个我想去好久的地方！谢谢他！终于我吃了啦！可是不好吃的，大失所望阿！不会再去了！浪费钱的！哈哈！不过还是很开心啦！毕竟他和我也是第一次去阿！我们还发生好好笑的事啦!笑死我啦！这是我们的回忆！想起是好甜啊！
今年我的生日过得比较忙啊！以前是有shen jai的姐妹和男友庆祝的，而今年就多了一班好搞笑可是又可爱的sunway朋友阿！
要谢谢-wenny,amy,emily,michelle,ah boy and wai loon..谢谢你们庆祝我的生日，让你们破费阿！
最后要特别感谢我的好男人啊--LEE HOCK LEE。谢谢他出钱出力地庆祝我的22TH岁生日。。



我爱你们啊！！！！

happy birthday to amy

happy birthday to amy...

一个人

我一个人在他的房里。这不是第一次一个人在房里啦。我已经习惯了。在房里坐到他放工咯，然后我们就出去吃我们的晚餐。其实在生日的时候需要收到生日卡吗？昨晚我告诉他我真的想收到他给我的生日卡，可是他告诉我原来有那么多东西的阿？其实我情愿不要去吃贵贵的食物，我要收生日卡。去年他是有送给我的，今年我当然也希望收到拉。可是。。。其实他是很少送卡给我的，所以特别珍贵。不过没关系啦。至少他还在我身边就好了啦！我知道我不能要求那么多啦！！！算了！！！

special day+17mths

clubbing with him


he is bsd me when i mis him..


2day is special day090909 lo..unfortunately smth sadness was happen on me..but it was settle,i wish tis event wont happen on me anymore..if not i will give up...
hehe...tmr hocklee n me gether 17mths lo..wow..such a long journey...but v still hving a same hobby---argue..dunno y when the our anniversary is nearer v sure argue til crazy..haiz..
but when v meet each other may sweet sweet n stick gether...
i oso dunno y la..but i shld happy tat coz he is loving me deeply n accept wat my bad attitude..i appreciate n wont hurt him anymore..
tmr i will goin to kl find him lo..yeah..celebrate our anniversary n my 22th birthday lo..hehe..
he treat me eat JOGOYA...dam expensive la..heart pain til cry leh...but thks him coz he willing to plan everything to me...when his birthday is cuming i oso hv to plan a romantic birthday to him..wish i hv a chance celebrate birthday with him at next year la...
hehe....baby..i love u so much.............wish v wont argue anymore...jz be a sweet sweet couple.....

我做错了。

这一次我做错了一件令我好后悔的事，我不能接受我自己，这件事对我的打击真的很大。我讨厌自己，讨厌自己不会想，讨厌自己。。。我不懂要怎样去面对他，也不懂要怎样接受这个事实，我选择去逃避，我知道没用，可是我真的不知用什么方法才停止不去想，我好茫然。我好糊涂，我好苯，真的笨到无药可救了

he view my blog la

at last he is viewing my blog la.hehe..i m waiting it since i m start to write my blog..
at last he is read my blog yest...he din't leave any comment to me but i oso feel dam happy la
at last he will understand my feeling n arise tat actually i m appreciate wat he done on me geh...
hehe..
still hving another good news to me la
tat is....hehe..........
my man appear in fb lo..
finally i can write in a relationship with LEE HOCK LEE in fb lo..
hehe...
happy ya

我又受伤了

我又再一次因为他而失眠了。我真的好笨，笨到我不知道应不应该继续下去了。
他变了是一个事实，他变得不再爱我也是一个不可以改变的事实。
他要放弃我也是一个事实，他没有珍惜我也是一个事实。
我哭到眼睛都肿了他也不会哄回我，这个算什么呢？为什么我还有在意他哄不哄我呢？
其实已经不重要了，我们回不到像当初一样已经是不可以改变的事实，我还在意那么多做么呢？
不管他叫我几多声宝贝已经不能去填补我的伤害。我不想再哭了。。。。

aiyo..

i m so angry n dislike when he is misun me..in his heart i m this kind of people mah?
haiz..i hate tis feeling..can he dun owaz think me in bad side?
i really dam freaking angry now...

working

huiteng..add oilll

worked in pc fair for 3days.tis is a good experience to me.let me realise actually money is difficult to earn.quite tired in 3days..but i m happy.coz all my colleague is good,v hv make a lot of fun while working..even i m busy but i can earn a lot of money...happy..i hv stand at least 36hours in 3 days.my leg is freaking tired...i wan massage,now i wish can get my salary as soon as possible.coz hv many stuff wish to buy it..yeah
finally my result cum out 2day...yeah.i pass all paper la.finally i can do it la.wish i can complete all acca part2 paper in tis year end..n can goin to kl find a job n staying with my baby 2gether..yeah..so happy la...
foo hui teng.u can do it..add oil...add oil...add oil

16mths

我们啊！

我们在一起16个月啦！哈哈！这个anniversary我们过得好平静，没有吵架，也没有特别地甜啦，是好事吧？哈哈。。心里感激他对我还是甜甜的，没有淡过，他对我独一无二的。我们是不能失去对方的，我知道他是对我最好的，就算我对他有多不公平，多不好，可是他还是忍下去，让我野蛮下去，哈哈！我真的很大小姐脾气啦！他不是第一个酱说我了啦，以前的男友也是这样说阿！哈哈！是我的问题啦，希望我能改改啦！谢谢他现在已经为我按排怎样庆祝我的生日阿。。我有点感动阿！希望我是开开心的，不要再吵架啦！希望我对他会比以前更加大方啦！不要那么小气了！要知道他是爱我的！很爱很爱的！


宝贝。。我爱你九九阿！

hock lee n hui teng

我和他


我的宝贝

我啊！我啊！我啊！

yeah....i received present from him for my next mth birthday la..izzit too early le?i think so..but he wanna give me n i jz can received it la.tis is the 2nd time he celebrate birthday with me..1st birthday he give me perfume as my present,tis time he bought what i choose..thks him a lot la..i hv spend almost rm150 for the clothes...coz now is mega sales,everythings oso very cheap cheap cheap...i like it....tis is the 5th time went to kl find him...v still like last time..shopping whole day..shop til our leg cant walk anymore,actually he is dam sayang me,even he is freaking tired,but he still shopping with me,i appreciate it so much...

还是用会华语吧！哈哈！要提提的还是我的宝贝啊！每晚我们临睡前一定会聊聊天，说说大家之间的趣事，这点真的令我觉得好甜，让我感觉到原来我们是那么地靠近的，以前我不会用‘老夫老妻’来形容我们，因为我不觉得我们到了这个阶段，可是现在不同咯，真的有这种感觉了！好事？不知道。因为通常在我们最甜蜜的时候就会发生大件事而令我们的感情变得一踏糊涂！我真的不想有这种感觉了！好难去建立我们的感情啊！希望我们可以一直甜甜的拉！

我们在kl吃了在怡保怎样找也找不到的食物咯，全部都是我的最爱，有kim gary@sunway piramid,food republic@pavilion,最爱的还是特别板面，每次想拍板面的照片都忘了，因为当它一来到我就已经拼了命去吃啊！哈哈！好吃好吃！

谢谢我的宝贝让我感觉到我有一个好男友！

gathering

very tired...


bbq--ing


i had a small gathering with my shen jai buddies.i think v r enjoying in tis gathering...so glad tat my frenz have prepare all stuff n sent it to my hse....haha...no wonder my frenz say i m a lazy bug...hehe.....thks them so much....water n fong r slept in my room..coz their hse is quite far from my hse,so they choose to stay in my hse for 1 nite.......1st time chat with my frenz til morning la..normally v r chat til mid nite la.but tis time v hv chat til 6am ah...tat is so amazing,even i m dam sleepy,but my frenz keep on chatting woh,,thn i oso chat lo...wen v arise the time is 6am,v r shocking la..coz v hv eat our bkf oso la...omg....hehe...hv our brunch at10am smth in old town la..crowd with ppl.coz 2day is sunday,but luckily v can find a parking n find a place to sit in a short period....yeah....v hv used all energy,tat y v r freaking tired la...

我是笨蛋

宠坏我的他哦！！！爱他！

哈哈！我承认自己是笨蛋啦！为什么呢？因为我太固执了！常为一些小事会不开心啊！我真的笨阿！其实我已近算是幸福了，家人疼我，男友爱我和疼我，可是我还是会不满足啦，不开心啦！我真的贪心啦！哈哈！这种叫人性吧！我是正常人阿！我的男人说他宠坏我了涡（真有此事吗？）有啦，他真的把我宠坏了，不管我要求什么他是会迁就我的，我是不是应该也疼疼他呢！对他好点呢？哈哈！怎么说去我男人那边了阿！？因为我想他啊？是啦，想他想到发疯啦！我不能啊！明天我要和我的姐妹bbq哦，好久没有聚在一起了，和他们认识也快四年啦，我们还是好朋友，哈哈！我们之间也有过误会的，可是到最后也没事了！我好期待明天的到来阿！

今天的心情

最近看报纸看到回流眼泪的，因为看到那些照片真的心酸啦。人死了原来真的死了，不管你怎样叫他还是摇他，已经是不会醒来了，已经不会再和你说一句话了，真的要用心珍惜身边每个人。突然觉得这里的环境好黑暗，好好一个人会离奇死亡，我想连他的家人也没有想过好好的一个人进去了会变成了死人，我真的不敢去想当中发生什么事，不过我知道很多人都想知道，我真的希望这件事的真相不会被隐瞒，会真相大白。我在这里希望他的家人能快快好起来。。。。

back from kl

他Kiss我啊!


我们的最爱阿！



男人与我！爱他

我回来了！我和他已经好像以前那样了，还是甜甜的阿！虽然当中是有点美中不足的，可是毕竟他是爱我的！谢谢他！第一次我抱着他，抱得紧紧的！我还以为他不会感觉到我对他是怎样的，可是他告诉了我关于他的感觉，我听了是好感动的，这一次让我知道爱是需要包容阿,我知道他一直用心爱着我，我真的知道啦！我们终于看了transformer啦！好旧的戏阿！可是我们约定了要一起看啊，所以就等到现在才看咯！我们第一次坐couple seat阿！我是kampung mei mei 啦。第一次看戏可以和他坐得近近的，甜甜的，期待下次我们在kl看戏哦！因为那些位子真的太好啦，完全不会被前面的人挡到阿，开心！虽然价钱是比较贵，可是值得的！好期待下次再去找我的男人啊！因为我真的好开心能让他疼疼和抱着他睡觉阿！

my kl trip+our relation

tmr i hv goin to kl n meet him again...2day v r fighting til very geng...our relation seem like very cold n no more sweet la..but luckily i still can feel tat he is love me much...but me le?izzit hv stand on his side?no..i m not...i m selfish..i m a bad gf...tis time argue let me lost a confidence to our relation...last 9 he told luckily i m cum to kl,if not our relation sure gone...yes..i m agree with him...tis is a chance let me build up back our relation....trust me..i m still love u so much...

甜甜的15mths

男人和女人=甜到爆阿！！！！

我们在一起又满了一个月啦，是15mths阿！好甜好甜的anniversary,谢谢他把我放在第一位，谢谢他爱我爱得那么深，那么真！他对我的好是最多的，把最好的都留给我！反而是我变得自私了，变得没有耐心了！可是他没有抱怨过啦！他对我好好好！！！虽然他是不在我身边，可是他却没有改变过，只是爱我爱我更爱我，所以我是不是拥有甜甜的15mths?哈哈！下个星期我就会去kl找他啦！那时可以给他疼疼，也可以让他的小手牵着我的大手啊！好甜啊！甜到有中糖尿病啦！我的好男人阿！我要做他的小女人阿！我知道只要我好好爱下去我们是有结果的！我在期待着阿！男人，我们一起努力吧！

感动

让我好感动的男人！！！！

我好感动啊！因为有他！它无时无刻都把我放在第一位，所有事情都帮我想好，真的好庆幸他能在我的身边啦！有他我的笑容是甜的，他不在我的身边可是他却让我好放心。不管他做什么都会告诉我，让我不必担心他，要我相信他，我知道我是他心里最宝贝那个，我生病他会心疼，也会常打给我关心我啊！我真的好感动啊！哈哈！他是爱我的！好爱好爱的！

oh my goodness

oops....now i m confusing..i realize i m a bad bad gal,no matter to my family n my bf oso very bad...oh my gods..wat i required n wat i expect to get back,my family n my man oso will try their bast to fulfill it,thanks gods give me a good family n lovely bf,but now wat i did to them...is ZERO...HAIZ.i m bad...so bad...i wish to change it n would't hurt my man anymore...

happy birthday

hapy birthday to mis wan kar mun ya...my beloved frenz ya...mucxx

KL versus IPOH

hocklee+huiteng=complicated.............

actually ipoh far from kl?jz 200km only la.but tis 200km might let me n him cant meet each other owaz..haiz..today he consider brought a bad news to me..wen i m hearing tis news mt heart is quite worry n pain...tat is he is required to work in every saturday..from 9am to 12.30pm..tat mean my man cant cum bac in friday n will less chance to cum bac........haiz...quite sad...but no choice...work in kl is his decision,stay in ipoh to continue my study life oso is my decision.v cant blame each other n cant regret to our decision...but now..............i m regreting to my decision la..actually i should stay in ipoh or not le?if i goin to kl will better to us or not?now i m confusing ya..haiz...sumtime i m quite angry him,coz he seem like no care abt it,din't worry abt he cant cum bac to ipoh owaz n how abt our relation...haiz......................dunno wat he is thinking n hard to guess ya...

他病了

我可怜的宝宝阿！

我的宝宝他病了阿！真的令我好担心阿!可是我不能在他身边照顾他啊！和他在一起十四个月他病了两次，第一次是在去年的new year阿！我们没有去那里倒数阿，我们去了他家，而我就一直陪着他，照顾他，第二天我就煮了粥给他吃，让他可以睡得饱饱的！这次他病了，而我就不能再照顾他了，因为他在KL而我在ipoh阿！我只能打电话给他关心他，问候他，什么也不能做啦！希望他会快快好起来吧！

我回来了。。

我的宝宝所买的。。惊人阿！


我们在the curve



宝宝在sakae....muucxxx


我买的FAcial product

我的kl trip又结束了。要等到下个月才能再去找他啦！我的他真的疼我疼到我很感动。谢谢他。他令我知道他爱我的，真的爱我的。令我真的要珍惜他这个男友。尽管他做工做到有多累，他还是陪我到处去，我们就一直走到晚上了。哇，真的很享受他对我的好啊！我们从midvalley去到oneutama再去the curve。我知道其实他已经shoP到很累，可是他还是告诉我他不累，要继续shop下去，我知道他是因为想要我开心才撑下去啊！睡觉的时候被他抱着真的很舒服，而且睡得好甜啊！还要吃了几晚的油炸鬼，药材味的，好吃！我们好像不怕肥的，就吃吃吃！我们吃了很多好吃的东西，kim gary,sakae sushi(好难吃阿！）和我最爱吃的板面阿！好吃到不行啊！还有阿，我的宝宝买了许多美美的衣服啊，而我就一件也买不到阿！好惨啊！我只是买了facial product!有aesop的.......用了很多钱啊，已经破产啦！我的宝宝变得好爱美阿，一直在选衣服和买衣服啊！过分阿！哈哈！他是我命中注定的那个吗？虽然我不知道，可是我真的希望他是。因为现在的我很爱他，经过了上次那件事令我明白许多事，不要再固执了，只要开心就好咯。他爱我就好啦。。不过也不可以让他爱其它人啊！

我的他回来了。。

宝贝説没眼看我啊！


我爱他。。。


我的他在13-14JUNE回来了。真的开心的。原来我心里是那么爱他的。经过了那件事让我成长了，也让我更加爱他，也让我知道他是对我很好的，谢谢他！很幸运的让我遇上他！谢谢让我可以成为他的女友，他疼我疼到真的可以包容一切，让我感动的是他不只是爱我疼我，他是连我的家人也一样那么疼。我真的觉得幸福的。谢谢他不管在哪里，在买什么，他也会记得我和我的家人，有这样的他我还要求什么，现在我已经什么也不要了。我只是爱他，疼他。让他更加爱我了。我也要学学他了，要成熟了，要学他照顾我那样照顾他了。因为大部分时间也是他照顾我的。在这个星期四我也会去kl找他咯。哇，好开心啊！可以和他在一起真的幸福的！哈哈!

错了

爱我的他，爱他的我。。。

这次我真的错了，令他对我失望了。口口声声说自己对他有多好啦，自己会知道什么应该做，什么不应该做，结果呢？连我自己都对自己失望啊！更何况是他呢？我知道他已经失望到不想再疼我了。我很后悔为什么没有想想他呢？为什么只是懂得要求他而不懂得去管下自己呢？对他真的很不公平阿！刚才和他谈了，他抱紧我了，发现了我真的爱他很多很多，他也是爱我的。。那种抱紧的感觉真的很好，也令我知道我们都不能失去任何一个了！！！谢谢他用大方的心接受我的错，这次我真的很感激地，也对他有PROmiss。。。希望我是可以做到的，我不要他再生气和用酷酷的脸对着我了。。不过有件事真的令我感动的，就是虽然他生气我到顶点啦，可是他还是会来找我和我的家人一起吃饭啦，给我的话我真的做不到，因为我是小气和不大方的。。。

他疼我吗？

被疼的我

疼我的他！！！

哈哈！！当没有吵架他真的疼我疼到不行，我呢？也是很疼他的。可能是这个原因让我爱他爱得失去理智了！虽然心里知道是不能失去他，可是到吵架的时候我却一步也不想让，到最后真的要失去的时候才会怕，才会告诉自己“你已经闹够了，你要的他都一一为了你而做啦，还想要什么啊？”哈哈。。在这个时候的他已经生气到顶点啦，而我？还在发小姐脾气，埋怨他为什么不哄我啊。。。其实我是不是应该珍惜他给我的一切呢？试下去体谅他，换个角度去看他呢？也许我改变了我们两个也会得到幸福啊！！！谢谢他让我得到他的爱和疼！！！我会珍惜的！！！

14mths

actually i love him so much our couple phone n wallet ya

终于和他的关系有了结果啦。我们的十四个月终于可以在平静和冷静的情况度过了。没有争吵让我知道至少我还很幸福。这种幸福能维持多久？他和我不能保证。他的未来有我吗？我的未来有他吗？现阶段我不想说了，也不要去想。其实他的未来对我来说重要吗？以前是很重要的，可是把事实全都放出来的时候，我会发现原来我真的不想有未来，以前的我真的好傻，为什么在乎他的未来是否有我？我现在受拥有的一切还不足够吗？我所要求得我的家人都能满足我啊！为什么我要在他的身上求呢？我真的不需要，希望我真的能明白这个道理和珍惜我的家人给我的一切。不能再像以前那个死苯猪了。。。。。。。希望我们的
决定是没有错的啦。。。。。。。。

想清楚

这句话我在今晚听了好多次。他告诉我，朋友也告诉我。他们也只是要我想清楚。是不是真的没有机会呢？是不是已到了尽头呢？我也不清楚，朋友叫我放手，可是就是自己的性格害死我了。真的那么不舍吗？还是因为某种理由呢？今晚真的过得很辛苦的。相信他也是的。可是我们没得选择阿！！！还以为我的假期可以过得开心的，谁知道才第二天就变成这样了。。心里的疑问有很多，在他方面就觉得我错了，可是听了朋友意见他们都觉得我没错阿。我不知道，也不想了。只是想清楚，是否真的需要在一起阿！！救命啊！！！！

yeah...

finally my exam is over.............................................................................
dam happy now.now is time to plan wat i shld do n plan for my holiday oso ya..........
hope i can pass all paper la..i dun wan fail anymore la.....plz....
hehe.....foo hui teng...add oil ya....

TOUCHING

our hand is connect again ya.......

hocklee n huiteng=love ly couple ya..

yes..i m gether bac with him...

hehe..actually v have gether back quite long time ago...

but i have no time to post it la..coz exam lo....

what is the factor make us gether bac le?

i think-----touchingggggggg.........

i m so appreciate it..

so happy coz he willing to do tis n tat....

actually he is rmb wat i told him bfr n will try best to do it....

thks hock lee so much ya..

i think our relation will be more stable n tough..coz we understood many things...

both of us r very important to each other...

v have plan our future..

our future r include each other...

i feel so sweet n it can motivate me to complete everythings ya..

thks him give me tis feeling ya..

now i call him baby n he call me "bao bei'

omg...how sweet v have?dam sweet ya...

baby...hope v will be mature n appreciate wat v have now..

thks him a lot...

last week he was cuming bac..

accompany me whole day n take care me like a babby..

v watch movie---nite at the museum...even the movie not very nice,,but i feel so warm..coz of him lo...

hehe.......he has change his spec...wah...dam handsome ya..

i accompany him to choose n give a suggestion to him......

v have gether to do many thingss...

tis is love...hope he can bsd me owaz n love me much....mucxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

omg..

wah...recently i m dam busy in studying la..help me ah..
everyday going to library at 10am n stay in library until 5smth....tis is wat life la?
dam boring la..but my exam is cuming soon la..so...no choice lo..
haiz...
2day i have meet my secondary classmates..woow...all oso be pretty n charming lo..every one have their own life la..but all of them still studying..facing the same problem with me----exam....
hope v can having another date again la..coz it is funny n enjoying when chatting with them....
love u all...mucxxxxxxxxxxxxx

time in library...

i m fat......

help me ah..recently i m gaining fat fat lo..
next time my frenz sure call me as fatty la..
haiz..i m sad la..now my diet plan have starting again lo..
hope i can success......

13mths..

if v r nth thn 2day v have gether 13mths lo.....hehe....
actually since v broke.he has contact me back...
izzit need give him a chance?or give up it le?
if give a chance,good for him n me?or it wont bring any benefit to him n me?
i dunno..i m confusing n under consider.hope i can handle it n settle it wel wel.....

happy mother day

happy mother day...mummy...i love u so much...
hope the present u will like it,wat v bought for mummy le?

tat is------handbag from guess....wonderful...i like it so much....rm300 smth la..brother n me almost bankrupt la..

haha....but nvm lo...coz buy for our lovely mummy.............

bag bag for mummy....

break up

finally i have break with him..i noe tat tis day will be cuming..at 6th april 2009 it was happen..
wat i m feeling?sad?hopeless?a bit lo..
coz he have nth can let me sad n hopeless..coz i m not love him anymore?i think after tat day heard the ans from him..thn my love to him have been discontinued lo.
1st time i m brave to tell him wat i m thinking?i arise too sayang him ady.let him think i m so weak..but now no more...coz he n me is not a couple anymore n wont care,wont sayang each other anymore..
i wont regret to my decision....coz i m enjoying my life n prepare my exam...
foo hui teng...dun cry ah....

foo hui teng

FOO HUI TENG whole week din't update her blog n never study sumore..

wat i did le?dating n shopping la..

aiya..i m useless lo..

wen goin out sure full with energy n wont tired lo..

but wen studying o..sure study a while sure goin to Zzzzzzz...

haha..tis is FOO HUI TENG LO...

stupid fellow...

haiz...tis is last blog i will write at tis mth lo.wont update til my exam is end lo..

so no more new post lo..

hehe....study lo....

学会了

present from him..thks dear

吵架，哭到我的眼都肿了，今天是没有精神去上课的，可是没得选择，还是要去啊。


这次吵架让我知道架真的不是可以随便就可以吵的，因为真的会受伤害的，还是不管怎样去补救也没用的。


这次我真的学会了要容忍和什么事都可以商量的，但一旦受伤害经很难去补救了。


虽然我还不能把我自己的脾气控制得很好，但是在他身上我可以看得出他为了我把我不满意的东西改掉，他的脾气变得很好。但是我呢？脾气变得越来越坏，一点点就生气，他也没有投诉我，只是去迁就我，包容我，昨晚我问自己，有酱爱我的男友还要什么呢？为什么我不会去珍惜他对我的好呢？可以感觉他的好啊。。。。我不能滥用阿！！我要爱他啊，疼他多多，不能再发脾气了。。。

surprise

2day chat with frenz in msn..n i realize my frenz have break up with his bf woh..i m so so so surprising wen hear tis news from frenz..haiz...y le?they have gether 6 years lo..y break thn may break ge?izzit really got a big nig problem ah?if have big problem thn how can be couple le?
haiz...quite sad when hear tis news ah.coz is my best frenz,since secondary they have started be a couple,but now break up lo..
haiz..how abt me n my baby le?my frenz owaz telling me-"u still young mah.can find another one d"　
agree with it?sumtimes lo..but nid to build up a relation is very hard d..is a mission impossible d..the process sure got tear,angry,argue..but stil got love,care,happy la.
wen i m starting a new relation.i oso hope tat the relation wont end n can walk til end,but fact is cant d,sure gto smth will happen n be the break up reason..haiz..
hope my relation can continue til end......

不懂自己要什么

我不明白自己要的是什么，他也问我了。
他说怎么每次吵架都要吵到底，吵到大家快要翻脸了。
究竟我要什么了？
我要什么？我不懂啊。我是不是变态的。一定要哭才行啊。发神经的。。
其实每次吵架我都想解决问题的，可是自己的坏脾气就是控制不了阿。怎么办？我要怎样做？
其实我已经很满足他对我做的一切，可是他好像不知道的，在他的心里我真的那么不讲道理嘛？
在他心里我真的那么差吗？不知道啊！！！！

sleepy day

刚成为情侣的我们

today dam sleepy la..mayb last9 cant sleep well,consider totally cant fall in sleep last9 lamayb weather too hot..mayb too excited la..long time din have clubbing thn my heart cant tahan it la.haha..old folk la me..和aiz..must eat smth which is full with vitamin..

today meet him..coz he follow his uncle cum bac to ipoh for visit his grandma,and i m so happy when hearinf he telling tis good news to me,but actually tis is a bad news to me..

Y?coz he just cum bac a while la..let me feel so mondy la.coz i mis him much..

wen he is leaving,i trust he is same mind with me......coz...he told me d..

haha....stupid hui teng no 1 will mis u much la..

at last,he was went bac to kl lo.n me?stay at ipoh n be ipoh mei mei lo..

actually izzit my decision is wrong le?

if i decide continue my course in sunway college kl branch,it will let us meet each other more time or not?coz his hostel near by sunway college only...

haiz..ask myself,will regret to my decision(stay at ipoh)?sumtimes i will..coz lost many things..

suddenly view bac photo wen he n me starting be the couple la..so funny la me,like a kampung gal..so ugly la..let me upload the photo ah.

.

my baby n me...latest look..

latest me..

latest me

cant sleep wel n very lazy to chatting with frenz..

wat happen..

i oso dunno n hope can find out the reason..

2day hear from my classmates abt the course of degree in accounting n finance in uk..

at the starting i quite have interest on it.but quite many factor i nid to consider,like my family n my life in ipoh..coz i quite enjoying life at here..even my parent support me go to u.k.

wen i m consider the factor,i have think my baby...at the moment,i noe myself cant leave him.

i m so love him..mis him so much,this is the main factor make me nid to stay at ipoh..

even still got many years i only can complete my course,but i willing use all effort ti complete it,

at least complete part 2 thn find a good job.nid high salary d..

hope can get it...

finally my decision is stay at ipoh n complete my course lo..

coz i nid stay beside my baby owaz...

hehe...

anniversary

happy annivesary..mucxxx

finally i have time to write my anniversary la..

actually our anniversary are very perfect,but smth were happen..

so not very perfect la..

nvm..

coz v having a memorable anniversary oso..

10th april 2009

v be couple 1 years la.

is very amazing d..

argue is the thing which the couple cant avoid it..

wen v r argue,sure argue til both of us oso wont tolerate each other.

tis is our character

but actually v r loving each other much much.

tis is the true love...

from the argur experience,v r clear abt each other character,n solve the problem without hurt each other.

wer r v celebrate anniversary le?

tat is sunway pyramid@shogun

which is a sushi buffet

got oyster,scallop..wah..tasty..

thks my baby treat me good..

happy anniversary to u n me..

hope v can have another anniversary oso..

hope the love to him can increasing everyday..

sushi with him.

sushi with me

遗憾

和他的anniversary多了一种感觉，就是遗憾。

并不是因为我们吵架，而是我们做错了决定。

这个决定让他和我都后悔了。

都已经22岁了，可是还不会分轻重。

我没有把感受告诉他，因为不想他烦上加烦。

只能在这里写我的感受。

一直以为自己是个好女友，

事实却是一个自私，没有脑的女友。。

今天过得都不好过的。

我知道他的心情真的不好，而我只能在背后支持他，什么也做不到。

我很没有用，什么都不懂。

exam

haiz...tis is the very shit titile la..coz exam is very horrible to me la..

i cant say hate exam..coz wen i choose to study,

i may noe nid to face the exam owaz...

finally..

june of this year i m facing my exam again la..

shit..

haiz..

from my experience,

i cant lazy anymore la..

if not.how my f5 n f6 to passes le?

help me...

if fail again,i cant continue to study lo..

coz promise my parent la..

if fail again thn may find a good job lo..

haiz..

i m enjoying study life lo..

i dun wan to stop it la..

plz...

cant dating owaz..cant dreaming owaz..

study owaz...

study..study...study...

最幸福的事。

最近我做了最幸福的事，就是亲手做了anniversary 的卡给他。。。

在做的时候真的好幸福，虽然最近和他有少少不开心。。。

这次不是第一次做卡片给他，可是这次anniversary的原因，所以特别用心去做。。

在这个星期六他就回来了，我要亲手交给他，我是很期待他的反应啦。。

虽然到现在我也还没有把卡片给做好啦，可是已经七七八八咯。。。

我一定要把它做得美美的哦。。

my D.I.Y card for anniversary

inside of my card