Mood~BAD

Recently My Mood Is Freaking Down And Not Satistfy to Everything.Am I too Greedy??

I m Miss My Family So mUch..I m Trying to Change my Lifestyle,but if i change it,thn everything will b gone..
So What i Cant Do??NOTHING???LAck of Better Choice!!!

以前〉现在〉未来

以前的我
最近常在想以前的我是怎样的人？以前还是算是很幼稚的年龄啦。不会去为他人着想，也不会选黑白，只要谁与我好一点，不管什么事我都会觉得是对的，以前是不会去珍惜的，只要有比较好的东西出现在我眼前，我会把拥有地抛下，而且是不管后果，也不会去想这个决定是否我自己所要的！对于以前的我是抱着后悔和遗憾的感觉吧！！
现在的我
现在的我不能说是完全已经成熟了，不过至少会比以前懂事吧！会分黑与白，会分对与错。常在想假如所有事能回到原点，我的选择和我要走的路是否不一样呢？现在的我还是抱着后悔和遗憾地！虽然常听其它人说“都做了决定咯，为什么还要后悔呢？是不是笨了点阿？”我想说：人不笨就不会做错决定，当做错决定而结果是不能改变的话，至少就让我后悔下吧!!!哈哈！机会我不是没有遇过，只是当机会在我身边的时候我就把它当是一种过客，随便坐坐就好啦，要去要留我也不会在乎，这个就是我的态度。相信上天是公平的，给了我那么多次机会我也不会去珍惜，那就把我身边的机会收回去，要我去接受挑战啦！做大小姐的日子以前是不会去珍惜，所以上天给我考验啦！虽然我的生活还是过得是舒服的，但是我还是要想办法把我的生活过得更加好！！！
未来的我
未来的我是希望能嫁得好啦，哈哈！未来我是希望我拥有我自己的事业，能够好好孝顺下我的父母，给于他们没有享受过得日子，这个就是我要的，所以我要把自己变成个有知识的人。虽然现在不能睡说我完全没有知识啦，至少我也是个degree holder,但是我要完成我的professional level，毕竟人因知识而完美，就算你的外表是多么地不讨好，可是当你拥有知识，我相信所有地都会不同了。。。。

ice Kacang Puppy Love

today i'm watching "Ice Kacang Puppy Love" with Lee Hock lee.This is a memorable movie to me because it is very touching and i couldn't believe our local movie can make a good movie...Amazing...
In the Beginning of movie,it is quite funny and when reach until the middle of movie it already so touching,i'm crying laaaaaaaa...this movie let me miss my hometown~~~~~IPOH!!!!!miss my family too...When i Can Bac to ipoh???this ans i oso dunno ah...sienz la.....
When this movie almost reach end is most touching.........almost i cant stop Crying laaa.....this is good n nice movie if compare to many Moive....
all Malaysian Should be proud of it because our local can produce this kind of movie and v should support it....................

weekendsss............

i love weekends since starting to work.....
last time weekends doesn't important to me..becoz even weekdays & weekends also same with me..
hahaha..............
but nowadays weekends is very meaningful to me..becoz weekday i hv to working as a tax consultant.........wow...
even every saturday i hv to wake up early a bit for clean my room.......but after done my hsework may feel tat it is worth...my room be so clean la.........
Weekends....................i love u dam much yaaaaaaaa..................

ANniVersary

hui teng & hock lee

2nd Year Anniversary...happy anniversary to my dear n me!!!!

Finally V Hv be a couple for 2 years lo..

热恋期-平静期-稳定期再到现在的热恋期我们都还是在对方身边，一直支持对方，照顾对方，哄对方，为了对方而流泪。为了对方而笑，生对方气，这些也是我们常做的。

虽然上一阵子我们因为一些事情而闹得不是那么开心，而我也知道他有在做出补救，毕竟想到他是很爱我，而我也爱他，所以也就慢慢把事情给放下了！

来Kl生活也快要3个月了，而这些日子我明白了一些道理，有得就自然有失。。我所得到的就是可以一起与他度过大部分的时间，一起分享大家做工的趣事，而我失的是与家人的时间，毕竟我是女儿阿，比较爱家啦！哈哈！值得与否就要看我怎样去衡量。。。现在我还不会去衡量。。毕竟我还是需要时间！！

我还是要谢谢他在我生病的时候对我的照顾，谢谢他的唠叨，因为他的爱所以才会我对我唠叨，这个道理我明白，也在珍惜中！

人。。。要懂得满足，你有的东西人家未必有，人家有的东西我也未必有。。当我在羡慕人家的同时可能其它人也在羡慕着我吧（这个是我自己想）哈哈！

所以我们要好好珍惜自己身边的人和事吧！！

happy anniversary for 2 years looo...........................................................................

April

ApRIL IS A month which is special for me..Finally i m a junior tax assistant..i m enjoying on my working now.hope i can enjoy it...
ApRiL....is our anniversary month,happy?mayb...jz becoz sum of thing thn destroy my happy mood totally.............i hate this feel..but it cum to me again,dunno wen it wil disappear,everyday i jz feel sad n wan cry,but i cANT cry,becoz not my fault,i shld be brave to face it,i hv think to give up bfr,but jz becoz of LOVE thn i cant do it,hate myself so much,y owaz let LOVE to guide me?????useless...........
wHAt to do????brave to face it n dont think to negative,this is what shld do n only thing tat i can do......................
i hate APril.....................................................................................................
i wish can bac to normal life------------------------------IPoh
mY FAMILY,my buddies........................................