好像要到了无可救药的地步了。。。。。

和他吵到很厉害的一天。。。
心情没有了。现在可能连他也会失去了。。
因为我们也经不懂大地什么叫容忍，什么叫做爱！！！
现在好像只有恨和不爱了
在一起不到一年可是我们就为了同样的问题吵了很多次。。。。。
为什么我做什么也不能得到我要的，
没有希望只有失望。。。。。

他在kl的日子-第一天

今天是他在kl开始工作的第一天，几无是没有收到他的电话和信息，可是心里还是甜甜和想他的。
在晚上他才联络我，当听到电话响起我最熟悉的铃声，我真的兴奋到飞着去接他的电话。
电话内听到他的声音了，好熟悉又很想念的声音。原来我心里真的好想他。
在电话里头他告诉了我关于他在kl的生活啦，他住的地方是怎样的啦，他的工作的事啦。。。。
我很专心地听，突然感觉到虽然他离我远远的，可是原来他也是那么地想我，眼泪也流下了。。
不是因为伤心而流泪。而是他没有忘记我，还是把我放在心里。。。。
我真的很希望他在kl能过得好好的，心里也只能爱着我。。永远地爱着我！！！！

距离

今天是23feb2009，他离开了怡保，去了一个对我们又熟悉和陌生的地方-kl

因为工作的关系我和他也只能低着头去面对，现在我与他的距离真的很远，心里真的很想他。

在他走的时候心里难过得很，真的很想哭，心里忍着眼泪，就是为了不要让他担心！！！

我不想看着他走，所以在帮他收完东西我就走了，就是不要让他看见我哭！

真的很不习惯他不在我身边哄我，疼我，抱我。。。

可是我们真的没得选择。。。心里有多不舍也不能说出口。

我只能希望我们的关系不变，他对我的爱只能增加不能减少。。。

希望他能希惯在外的生活，希望他能好好照顾自己。。。

我对他的爱只能增加。。。爱爱很爱他。。。。

our 1st year valentine...

2009.is the 1st year v celebrate valentine....meaningful n memorable?yes.it is..

except tis feeling,i just can feel vv happy on our 1st time valentine...

hehe...v have sent our photo to 星洲日报 to participate the couple competition

in 12 feb 2009,i have receive call from mum,she told me my photo is on the papers aaah..

it is so shocking n happy...

in valentine day my dear has get the flower from the sponsor{near by yik foong} n give it to me..

tat flower is vv pretty n nice ah..like it vv much ah..1st time receive flower from him...

at nite...my dear has fetch me goin to medan ipoh-sky corner

1st time going to sky corner,environment so good but the food not really good la.summore expensive ah..heart pain tim...

hehe...

our 1st year valentine include many many 1st time..hope tat next year v still have chance to celebrate it n stay lovely owaz....

our trip

hehe..cant use any word to describe my feeling when i m going trip with him.

coz it is too happy n meaningful to me n him..

i cant write out the schedule for 3 days at here..

coz it is too full n need use 1week to write it out..

coz it memorable to me.so i may keep my memory in my heart n brain..

in 3days in genting,he has take care me as wel as he can.

wen v have gambling,he take the chair to me n let me sit it,

so touching n appreciate it so much..

i can say tat this trip have make our relation become more stable n love each other much much..

last time i stil will worry abt our relation when he was went to kl.

but now my heart just noe how to love him..how to sayang him.

how to take care him.....

other i just ignore it..

i think tis is the love to him ....

hope v will having another trip soon..mucxxxxxx

relationship

hehe...10mths...
he n me have been gether 10mths o..
in 10th april 2008,our relation from frenzship change to couple..
it so amazing n unbelievable..
just a minute thn can brought to us a lot of changes n different..
since we have gether.just like a twins.owaz stick gether n love each other alot...
but v oso have argue many times,we have hurt each other,we have make each other disappointed n hopeless..
we have cold war before even just one day,but it let me feel tat the day without him is quite down n sad..
tat mean he is important to me at current n future?i not sure..
but at tis moment we are appreciate each other much n wont easy give up our relation..
even the time v gether not very longer but in my heart,my feeling to him is exceed 10mths periods.i love him like v had gether so long...so long...
our mind are not same for some matter,we have different mind n think...
n i will get angry coz his mind is not same with me..
hehe...m i too bad?ya,sometimes i treat him very bad..hope he wont mind n forgive wat i done on him before..
since i having tis loving relation.from childish change to a bit mature la.
tis is my dear effort la.
coz he has teach me alot..
thks hocklee a lot..
i m vv appreciate wat i having n just love my dear a lot..
mucxxxxx

working life

every person who live in this world also need to working

my working life havent starting but it had been started in long long time..

i had worked in accounting firm when i m finish my LCCI.

BUT in the moment of working.i found account cleck job is not suit for me..

not because the salary is vv low{rm600 per month}

just because the work load too heavy to me la.

i cant handle it n make my whole face come out pimples..

under pressure..

therefore i have resign..

even i just worked for 1 month only la.

but in this period,i din't have learn anything

just have terrible n horrible...

hehe..i m the person who very easy give up.

so at tis moment i have some mind in my brain..

i want change my course..

i dun wan study accounting anymore..

very hard for me..

actually i intend study hotel management

even my family din't oppose it.

but i know they are not support to my decision..

therefore i chose to continue study accounting course..

now i m student of sunway college.

i m student of acca part 2 la..

waiting my result for f4,f5,n f6 la.

my result will b coming out in 16th feb 2009

wow..if any paper is fail...

may be my working life will b starting again la..

haizzzzzzzzzz......i dun wan ah...plz....

hope all my paper will passes...god bless me la....

my chinese new year

今年我的新年过得很开心虽然是很忙和累，但是我很满足

为什么我会说我很满足呢？

因为今年是和他第一次过新年。[我不希望是最后一年啦！]

在还没有过新年时，我们的关系出了些问题。

我们常吵架了。

真的很伤心。我们因为一点小事而吵到翻天。

很庆辛的，现在我们还是好好的。

谢谢他对我的包容和疼爱。我会好好珍惜他。

说会我们的新年咯，在年初一他载了我去太平，向他的亲朋好友拜个年啦。

在这天我几乎向他所有亲戚拜年啦。还有个小坏蛋粘着我，但是他真的很可爱。

哈哈。他全部亲戚都有给我红包咯，真开心！！！

在年初二我们就去了看“家有喜事” 虽然不是很好看啦，可是有他在身边就足够了！

我们还在那天吃了宵夜-芽菜鸡，真的好好吃

年初三他就约了他的学院好友，而他也把我带在身边。

那天我们在mp 吃steAmboat，然后我们就去了夜店咯。玩到凌晨才回拉！

年初四他去了朋友家拜年可是我没去，因为我哥出了意外，所以我要留在家中。

到了晚上我们就去看戏咯，我们看underworld3咯，很好看。

哇，现在想起我的新年真的很开心啊，希望明年我和他还是在一起，一起过所有的日子！