学会了

present from him..thks dear

吵架，哭到我的眼都肿了，今天是没有精神去上课的，可是没得选择，还是要去啊。


这次吵架让我知道架真的不是可以随便就可以吵的，因为真的会受伤害的，还是不管怎样去补救也没用的。


这次我真的学会了要容忍和什么事都可以商量的，但一旦受伤害经很难去补救了。


虽然我还不能把我自己的脾气控制得很好，但是在他身上我可以看得出他为了我把我不满意的东西改掉，他的脾气变得很好。但是我呢？脾气变得越来越坏，一点点就生气，他也没有投诉我，只是去迁就我，包容我，昨晚我问自己，有酱爱我的男友还要什么呢？为什么我不会去珍惜他对我的好呢？可以感觉他的好啊。。。。我不能滥用阿！！我要爱他啊，疼他多多，不能再发脾气了。。。

surprise

2day chat with frenz in msn..n i realize my frenz have break up with his bf woh..i m so so so surprising wen hear tis news from frenz..haiz...y le?they have gether 6 years lo..y break thn may break ge?izzit really got a big nig problem ah?if have big problem thn how can be couple le?
haiz...quite sad when hear tis news ah.coz is my best frenz,since secondary they have started be a couple,but now break up lo..
haiz..how abt me n my baby le?my frenz owaz telling me-"u still young mah.can find another one d"　
agree with it?sumtimes lo..but nid to build up a relation is very hard d..is a mission impossible d..the process sure got tear,angry,argue..but stil got love,care,happy la.
wen i m starting a new relation.i oso hope tat the relation wont end n can walk til end,but fact is cant d,sure gto smth will happen n be the break up reason..haiz..
hope my relation can continue til end......

不懂自己要什么

我不明白自己要的是什么，他也问我了。
他说怎么每次吵架都要吵到底，吵到大家快要翻脸了。
究竟我要什么了？
我要什么？我不懂啊。我是不是变态的。一定要哭才行啊。发神经的。。
其实每次吵架我都想解决问题的，可是自己的坏脾气就是控制不了阿。怎么办？我要怎样做？
其实我已经很满足他对我做的一切，可是他好像不知道的，在他的心里我真的那么不讲道理嘛？
在他心里我真的那么差吗？不知道啊！！！！

sleepy day

刚成为情侣的我们

today dam sleepy la..mayb last9 cant sleep well,consider totally cant fall in sleep last9 lamayb weather too hot..mayb too excited la..long time din have clubbing thn my heart cant tahan it la.haha..old folk la me..和aiz..must eat smth which is full with vitamin..

today meet him..coz he follow his uncle cum bac to ipoh for visit his grandma,and i m so happy when hearinf he telling tis good news to me,but actually tis is a bad news to me..

Y?coz he just cum bac a while la..let me feel so mondy la.coz i mis him much..

wen he is leaving,i trust he is same mind with me......coz...he told me d..

haha....stupid hui teng no 1 will mis u much la..

at last,he was went bac to kl lo.n me?stay at ipoh n be ipoh mei mei lo..

actually izzit my decision is wrong le?

if i decide continue my course in sunway college kl branch,it will let us meet each other more time or not?coz his hostel near by sunway college only...

haiz..ask myself,will regret to my decision(stay at ipoh)?sumtimes i will..coz lost many things..

suddenly view bac photo wen he n me starting be the couple la..so funny la me,like a kampung gal..so ugly la..let me upload the photo ah.

.

my baby n me...latest look..

latest me..

latest me

cant sleep wel n very lazy to chatting with frenz..

wat happen..

i oso dunno n hope can find out the reason..

2day hear from my classmates abt the course of degree in accounting n finance in uk..

at the starting i quite have interest on it.but quite many factor i nid to consider,like my family n my life in ipoh..coz i quite enjoying life at here..even my parent support me go to u.k.

wen i m consider the factor,i have think my baby...at the moment,i noe myself cant leave him.

i m so love him..mis him so much,this is the main factor make me nid to stay at ipoh..

even still got many years i only can complete my course,but i willing use all effort ti complete it,

at least complete part 2 thn find a good job.nid high salary d..

hope can get it...

finally my decision is stay at ipoh n complete my course lo..

coz i nid stay beside my baby owaz...

hehe...

anniversary

happy annivesary..mucxxx

finally i have time to write my anniversary la..

actually our anniversary are very perfect,but smth were happen..

so not very perfect la..

nvm..

coz v having a memorable anniversary oso..

10th april 2009

v be couple 1 years la.

is very amazing d..

argue is the thing which the couple cant avoid it..

wen v r argue,sure argue til both of us oso wont tolerate each other.

tis is our character

but actually v r loving each other much much.

tis is the true love...

from the argur experience,v r clear abt each other character,n solve the problem without hurt each other.

wer r v celebrate anniversary le?

tat is sunway pyramid@shogun

which is a sushi buffet

got oyster,scallop..wah..tasty..

thks my baby treat me good..

happy anniversary to u n me..

hope v can have another anniversary oso..

hope the love to him can increasing everyday..

sushi with him.

sushi with me

遗憾

和他的anniversary多了一种感觉，就是遗憾。

并不是因为我们吵架，而是我们做错了决定。

这个决定让他和我都后悔了。

都已经22岁了，可是还不会分轻重。

我没有把感受告诉他，因为不想他烦上加烦。

只能在这里写我的感受。

一直以为自己是个好女友，

事实却是一个自私，没有脑的女友。。

今天过得都不好过的。

我知道他的心情真的不好，而我只能在背后支持他，什么也做不到。

我很没有用，什么都不懂。

exam

haiz...tis is the very shit titile la..coz exam is very horrible to me la..

i cant say hate exam..coz wen i choose to study,

i may noe nid to face the exam owaz...

finally..

june of this year i m facing my exam again la..

shit..

haiz..

from my experience,

i cant lazy anymore la..

if not.how my f5 n f6 to passes le?

help me...

if fail again,i cant continue to study lo..

coz promise my parent la..

if fail again thn may find a good job lo..

haiz..

i m enjoying study life lo..

i dun wan to stop it la..

plz...

cant dating owaz..cant dreaming owaz..

study owaz...

study..study...study...

最幸福的事。

最近我做了最幸福的事，就是亲手做了anniversary 的卡给他。。。

在做的时候真的好幸福，虽然最近和他有少少不开心。。。

这次不是第一次做卡片给他，可是这次anniversary的原因，所以特别用心去做。。

在这个星期六他就回来了，我要亲手交给他，我是很期待他的反应啦。。

虽然到现在我也还没有把卡片给做好啦，可是已经七七八八咯。。。

我一定要把它做得美美的哦。。

my D.I.Y card for anniversary

inside of my card